Juzz ME..!

2009-12-20T07:25:00.000-08:00

M a Dr. now...!!!

Will it make any difference to anyone arnd..I guess no..the ans is perfect and suits the circums too..!!

2009-12-20T07:23:00.000-08:00

I hv lost my betu..the love and affection i showered upon my bachchaa..was nt sufficient to keep alive the zest of tht rshp..!! It suffocated..cozz of my xcessive care and concern..!!

Yes...I HAVE LOST MYSELF..!!!

HAR GAYI MAIN..!!!

2009-12-04T05:51:00.000-08:00

Xhausted..

Tried my level best to bring bak the thingzz to Square One..bt..I lost.. I hv lost the game..!!

Showered all my love and affection..cudn't do it cent-percent..!! A failure to b precise..!

2009-05-30T10:54:00.000-07:00

Thnxx PRABHU JEE..!!

Thnxx SHRI DADA SAHEB..!!

Thnxx MAA SARASWATI..!!

Thnxx a ton..!! Writing after agezz...!! Life has been keeping busy..!

Sm old memories came in to revive old momentzz...spent together..cherished together..!! A strange thing hppnd...M short of everything..absence of feeling..no emotion at all..!! Nvr xpected this wud happen..hv forgiven everything..!! No hard feelingzz..no grudgezz..!! This is cheating self on the pretext of time invested..against no gain..Ten long yearzz..!!

2009-02-25T00:10:00.000-08:00

Thnxx PRABHU JI..!!
Thnxx SHRI DADA SAHEB..!!
Thnxx MAA SARASWATI..!!

Thnxx so much for everythng..!! Thnxx for bestowng me with so much..!!

Tried to b sarcastic..bt juzz cudn't..

2008-12-15T05:29:00.000-08:00

Thnxx PRABHUJI..!!

Thnxx SHRI DADA SAHEB..!!

Thnxx MAA SARASWATI..!!

Thnxx so much for everythng..!!

At last, hv submitted my Thesis..Got the Submission Certificate..Waitng for Viva & Final Degree..!!! 283...

Waqt kitnaa badal gaya hai..Naa jaane yeh zindagi kahan le jaa rahi hai..Aisaa lag raha hai..I hv no ctrl over thngzz..!! Thngz r nt wht I'd xpected...My dreamzz...No dreamzz actually..!!!

I badly need a brain wash..As I watched TZP, loadzz of fear settled inside..

2008-11-14T08:05:00.001-08:00

Thnxx PRABHU JI..
Thnxx SHRI DADA SAHEB..
Thnxx MAA SARASWATI..

Thnxx so much for gvng me so much..for bestowng ur blessingzz upon me..

Supposedly this is mine last b'day being single..(ppl say so)..

M happy abt many-a-thngzz..Talkng to DARLING after agez..Vis

2008-11-08T09:13:00.002-08:00

The storm has started throwng itzz volleys over me..!!

Dunno wht will happn..? SHRI DADA SAHEB..help me..!!

M gng thru sm worse stnz..sm unknwn pathzz..which mite nt lead newhr..Dunno whtzz this..? Wht to name this..?? Whn r these Qzz gonna end..?

2008-11-08T09:13:00.001-08:00

The storm has started throwng itzz volleys over me..!!

Dunno wht will happn..? SHRI DADA SAHEB..help me..!!

2008-11-05T07:11:00.000-08:00

Life---every nw and thn..I talk abt LIFE...!!

Whtzz LIFE, btw..? No idea..& dn't wanna put my brainzz..as the end result is evident..No result..!!

Vil nvr 4give certain ppl..who wore the mask of being the BEST..and turned out to b the WORST..!! Took undue adv..and cooked their motives..!!

2008-11-04T06:53:00.000-08:00

Each persn is born with a selfish-trait..the moment tht target is fulfilled...they reveal their tru colorzz..!! Cheaterzz..!! Crookzz..!!

Itzz tru..the ppl u trust the most..retort worse..as they r aware of ur weakness and subtle notezz..!!!

Being hurt for ur genuine effortzz mkzz no-sense..!! Y to sulk urself..suffer frm those sleepless nitezz..?

Accept the fact..Ppl hv selfish genes..! Hw long can they wear tht veil..? Smday or the day..it has to flow away..they r nt worth relyng..

Thtzz it..!!

OVER & OUT..!!

2008-11-03T11:05:00.000-08:00

World is so mean..! Ppl cheat..tk disadvantage..Mk u vulnerable..Provng themselves to b the best, in turn..!!

Wow..!! The IRONY..!!

Lifez a blend of happinez and sorrowzz..! M a ceremony of the latter..Hv lost the zest..!!

Each atom has immensely used up the paint..Soaked into difft traitz..!! No use further exaggerating these worthless threadzz..!! Hv seen scattered bullletzz and after-mathzz evrwhr..cannot prolong it..cannot inhale SO2..!! Wud rather luv to pass on..like tht..peacefully..!!

Glass has hit badly & deeply..Scarz wil nvr fade..Let this b the embarkation of a voyage..!!

No more the pristine wall..Autumn took away the harvest..!!

A new track to b traced to reach a new desti..!!

Help me.. O LORD..!!

2008-10-25T04:50:00.000-07:00

Thnxx PRABHU JI..!
Thnxx SHRI DADA SAHEB..!
Thnxx MAA SARASWATI..!

Ppl r born to mk their meal..! Tru..!!

2008-10-03T11:58:00.000-07:00

Time has chngd..Nthng seems to b in place..

Wht m I dng here..? A nomad in tru sense..!!! This track is unkwn..

Got flwrz after agezz..tht too frm an unknwn soul..Whtzz gng on..?? IRONY...

2008-09-09T08:13:00.000-07:00

...

"तेरी इक वफ़ा चाहता हूँ..हर रोज़..
तुझे फ़क़त भूलना चाहता हूँ..हर रोज़..

तेरी साँसे महकाना चाहता हूँ..हर रोज़..
तुझे अपना बनाना चाहता हूँ..हर रोज़..

तेरी महफिल सजाना चाहता हूँ..हर रोज़..
तुझे ख़त पढाना चाहता हूँ..हर रोज़..

मुद्दत से..
तेरी रूह में बस जाना चाहता हूँ..हर रोज़॥!"

...

2008-09-08T08:07:00.000-07:00

Thnxx PRABHU JI...

Thnxx SHRI DADA SAHEB..!!

Thnxx MAA SARASWATI..!!

Thnxx for bestowng me with all the happinezz..!!

Plotting 1'zz own story w'out ne manipulation..Nt possible..V wanna present ourselves to b the best persn available..! Absolute truth..! No 2nd thot abt it..

Met an AstroMan 2day..Made sm predictionzz abt me..! This is so strange..V wanna knw whtzz in store..least bothered abt PRESENT..!

An irony..Yez, indeed..it izz..! Askd certain Qzz settled deep within mine heart..Outcm--least xpctd..! Y did I do all this..the aftermath of which is unbearable..?? Still M prolongng mine Odyssey..Clueless...dirctnless..!!

"गुजरा वक़्त..!"

2008-09-07T02:59:00.000-07:00

...

"कुछ सिमटी यादें..
कुछ बेनाम ख़त..

कुछ अनकहीं बातें..
कुछ बेनकाब ग़म..

गुलमोहर की छाँव..
उजाले की दाँव..

वो वक़्त को..
मुट्ठी में थामना..

घंटों तक ताकना..
पलकें ना झपकाना..

बस यूँ ही..
फूलों के तोहफे..

नजरों में तलाशना..
मासूमियत का खजाना..

शाम-ओ-सेहर तस्वीर..
बस उनकी निहारना..

सिरहाने बैठ समझना..
तूफ़ान का मंज़र..

इक खामोश इशारा..
आंसुओं का नज़ारा..

कैसे समेटूँ मेरा..
दस साल का वजूद..!"

...

2008-08-11T09:18:00.000-07:00

बहुत अरसे बाद..इक दोस्त के आग्राह पर पुनः लिखने का प्रयास॥

...

"रंग मिला..
दम मिला..
तेरी बज्म से..

रूह सुलगती थी..
साँसें मचलती थी..
तेरी नज़्म से..

इनायत कूचे की..
याद रहेगी उम्र-भर..!"

...

शुक्रिया..उत्साहित करने के लिए रजिथा..

2008-06-29T08:04:00.000-07:00

Pourng heart out after agez..

Herezz smthng written recently...

...

"सुकूँ..तेरे बज्म में काश मिल जाता..
फ़क़त..मैं भी यूँ ही मशहूर हो जाता..१

रंजिश ना रहती खुद से फिर कोई..
तेरे दामन में..जब मसरूफ हो जाता..२

फिजायें दुआ देतीं..साहिल समा बांधता..
गुल खिलने को..सेहरा में मजबूर हो जाता..३

दरखत सुनते थे सलीका शोरिदगी का..
मिजाज़ जवानी का..मगरूर हो जाता..४..!"

...

*शोरिदगी = दीवानगी..

Time running out..!

2008-04-27T06:53:00.000-07:00

...

"To ENCOURAGE is nt the job of an ordinary persn..
It takezz COURAGE to stand up & guide..
Keeping ur painzz aside 4 the betterment of otherzz..!"

...

This is LIFE..! Keep encouraging ppl..!

2008-02-15T07:35:00.000-08:00

Hv been a stupid thruout my life..realised certain thngzz lately..!

Cm wht may, m nt gonna change..Same ACT is applicable on my feelngzz..!

Smhw, hv started owng more..rspctng more..(Courtesy--The LOVELY LADY..)

Bindesh Sir proved me wrng yet again..U WON Sir..!

Dunno wht..But 1 fact remainzz the hard-core reality---M a DUMBO..ADAMANT & STUPID..!

2007-12-26T07:05:00.000-08:00

Thnxx ALMIGHTY GOD..! ThNXX SO MUCH 4 BEING THERE..!

If I weren't tru..wud've manipulated mine earlier write-upz.. But I've the courage to face the reality & stand by whtever I DO..

So I accept hereby..Was wrng again in choosing & embarkng the name of a persn who doesn't deserve tht much imp.. I regret writing all tht & givng my thotzz to a prsn..

Mine fault again..Kindly pardon me..!

I apologise for all the genuineness, honesty, sincerity, dedicated attitude of mine..for being tru..for being committed..for all those sleepless nightzz..for all those long sessionzz..for all those unwanted lectures..for all those unasked free suggesstionzz..for trusting u blindly..and offerng a free hand to hit me bak..

Wht do I do with the momentzz spent solely for u..? Hw to mk upto my lost faith..? Wht do I do with the wordzz engraved on my heart..?? And..those wordzz effortlessly written in my diary(u callng me the most integral part of ur life..ur replica..ur tru-self..& 2 rshpzz beyond comprehension..).....

STRANGE...BUT TRU...!!

Evry1 changezz...No worries..!! NO REGRETZZ..!! NO GRUDGES..!! (I truly wish this change bringzz in lotzzz of happinezz & peace ur way..!)

If my wordzz...deedzz...actionzz have ever hurt u.. with folded hands, I ask for sincere apologies.. & xpress my gratitude for all tht u did..!

"Being a gud persn is like..being a Goal-Keeper..No matter, hw many goals I save..ppl will rmbr only the ones tht I MISSED..

Thtzz TRUTH OF LIFE..Thtzz the IRONY..!"

U REMAIN HAPPY FOREVER & EVER..!!

MAY GOD BLESS...!

P.S.: Wud love..if smday u happen to read this..! Mine feelngzz still remain the veri same & wn't change in this turmoil either..

2007-12-17T00:14:00.000-08:00

Sm1 truly said.."If u love smthing..set it free..If it cmzz bak..It waz urzzz, otherwise..It nvr waz..!"

I have let go every1...with the xpectation----thy wud nvr turn their bak..(PUN INTENDED..!).. M FREE, HAPPY, RELAXED, CALM & COOL nw..!

Thnxx PRABHU JI..! Thnxx so much..! Thnxx SHRI DADA SAHEB..!

Mine LUCK is too TUF to b cracked.. :-)

"Kuch puraane nagme..
Kuch sookhe phool..
Kuch bhooli yaadein..
Kuch pyaare shool..
Waqt ki purwaai le aayi..
Aangan ki mehakti khusbhoo..
Tanhaai ke kuch aalaam..
Rishtoin ki chaadar..
Mas-rufiyat ki deewaar..
Qaid hain mere zehen mein..
Un khatoin ke lihaaf..
Woh baarish ki boondein..
Woh jazbaatoin kaa kaafilaa..
Woh chaand ki khaamoshi..

Sab hain roshan..
Koi gilaa nahi baaki ab..
Hisaab pichlaa chukaa aayaa hoon..!"

At least..m relieved of the debtzz..have paid alimony..! No more relationzz draggng me off..! No more indulgence into ne addiction..! Rshpzz r meant to mk 1 weak & drain away the best qualities of an individual..!

No matter wht.."Hum dariyaa hain...Hume apnaa hunar maaloom hai..Jis taraf bhi chal padhenge raastaa ho jaayegaa..!"...

Thnxx a ton to all those ppl...who came in my life & helped me grow.. b a better persn...(May b..thy'z motive was different..) I promise..everytime..M shattered..I wud bounce bak with double force..!

To squeeze life out of me..nt possible..!

2007-12-14T00:32:00.000-08:00

M all shattered..Missing u DARLING..! Wishng u're here by my side..

Whn vil it change..? Time iz playng a prank on me & forcing me to do all tht..I nvr had..

"Raah mein milte hain kuch log..
Hum-kadam hote hain..
Pal jeete hain..
Yaadoin ke nishaan..
Khanzar se naasoor de jaate hain..

E-Khudaa..
Kabhi naa hum-wafaa banaa..
Kabhi naa hum-navaa banaa..

Yeh khwaaboin ke manzar cheerte hain..
Rooh chheel jaate hain..
Wafaaoin ke saudaagar..
Vehsat ke baashinde..

Uroozh teraa..Javaal meraa..
Aah..! Meri Kismat..Meri hasrat..

Sach kehte the Faasil..
Pashemaan hotaa hai..
Rushool Khudaa bhi...
Phir meri bisaat hi kyaa hai..??"

Tru..!! Wht m I..?

2007-12-13T03:32:00.000-08:00

"Waqt kaa pulindaa meri rooh bakshtaa hi nahi..
Ke jism bhi sulagtaa rahaa raat bhar kohre mein..!"

Lotzz of ppl arnd..still no1..This is wht v call...a PERFECT SITUATION for a PERFECT EVENING..!

Wordzz r flowng out after agezz..endlessly.. The most desirable effort...here I m..in full swing..Gng on with sm useless interpretationzz of rshpzz.. Ppl say..1 shudn't magnify the rshpzz..as usual, I have a different opinion..M no herd..!

2007-12-13T03:15:00.000-08:00

A nazm came in lately for the LOVELY LADY..who has given me all the liberties..(BLANKET PERMISSION..she used this word..)...

But..I call it BLIND GAME..

This time..hv reached a dramatic conclusion.."Cm wht may..m nt gonna leave..u may kick me..But, m here to STAY..!"

Dedicated to the LOVELY LADY..!

"Woh puraane dard kaa khanzar..
Shehad mein duboo bhejaa thaa..
Khat mein sazaa kar..
Us shab ki gehraai mein..

Chilman bhi maddham thi kuch..
Woh khaamoshi kaa saayaa..
Guloin ki barsaat..
Baadaloin ki angrdaayi..
Chaand thodaa harzaai..

Dair-O-Haram par azmaaish..
Ghazaloin kaa sharmaanaa..
Lafzoin ke saahil..

Zehen mein uthi thi ik tees..
Kismat se ranjish..
Khushiyoin kaa libaas..
Kuch rengte rishte..

Wazood kaa aks..
Tanhaaion kaa toofaan..
Thodi dhoondli udaasi..

Un jaawaa rangoin ki bisaat..
Madhoshi kaa aalam..
Yeh udhaar ki saansein..
Sookhi aankhoin se behte ashqk..

Pighalti ret kaa aangan..
Sukoon ki kash-m-kash..
Judaai ki dehshat..

Haqkeekat kaa tamaashaa..
Raqkeeboin se dost..
Dil ke chhaale..
Nashtar si rooh..
Musaafir saa jism..

Ehsaas ki oss..
Gar gir jaaye..
Us pal ki muskuraahat..
Dam le jaaye..
Suroor nazaroin mein..
Is kadar chhaa jaaye..
Dhuaan bikhar jaaye..
Fizaayein dhul jaayein..
Takqdeer badal jaaye..
Mausam-E-Bahar mein..
Chaandni saz jaaye..

Tum jo aao..
Khumaari ki ibaadat karte-karte..
Khaak ho jaayein..!"

Aap khayaaloin se jaate hi nahi..!

2007-12-04T06:50:00.001-08:00

No matter wht..Certain ppl wud mean the same...veri same to me..

Their importance wn't change ever..I will love them till eternity..with ZERO XPECTATIONZZ..! Thy may chose to chose me..or stay away..! Thy may chose to hurt me..again.. No grudgezz..!

MAY B..this is the only way of living my life fully..

I invite the comment of all the ppl who fall in this category..lemme c..wht I mean to them..!

Wud wait..!

2007-12-04T03:27:00.000-08:00

Rshpzz...The most integral & basic necessity of human..

For me...Life haz alwayzz been a game..a challenge...if nt alwayzz, I have WON measurably fair..Coz..."Hum dariyaa hain..hume apnaa hunar maaloom hai...Jis taraf bhi chal padenge..Raastaa ho jaayegaa..!"

U have to pay handsmly for being---loyal, committed, dedicated, honest, genuine, helpful, passionate..U ought to hurt urself...Thtzz the rule of the game...

Dyng unknwingly a 1k deathzz, u r the 1 most looked out..!

Wht to xpect...whn none can undrstnd ur wordzz, SILENCE is reasnably far.. Comfortng own self aftr a war with unreasnable world..It feelzz like giving up URSELF..

But, smthng has alwayzz stopped me..May b..THTZZ MY LORD..Sm POWER..so STRONG..Alwayzz been by my side--no matter wht I m..no matter wht I DID..! Nt juzz consolng, playng a better role of takng full charge of my mind..

Thnxx...Thnxx ALMIGHTY GOD..! Thnxx PRABHU JI.. THNXX SHRI DADA SAHEB..!

Eventually..I m fully-equipped with strength to stand for OWN-SELF..& my so-called close buddies.. They took away my heart, moulded, played with it..Thy alwayzz cherish my BEING..So, alwayzz 4given for their deedzz..."ANYTHING FOR THEM..!"...Evn if, I have to lay dwn myself..for their happinezz..I wud b the happiest & luckiest persn..!

Who gives a damn...?? None..Thtzz my DESTINY & can't change it..Ironically, I have changed my DESTINY..frm being the most unaccessible to the most accessible---for my frnzz...

Frnzz---who dared to INVENT this..? Wudn't have thot of the aftermathzz...Hw it feelz whn the persn u love the most..doesn't care..? Whn ur eyes r lashed with tearzz...thy conceive it as a dust particle..FANTASTIC..!

Thtzz the BEAUTY OF A RSHP...! Whn u r willing to stake ur most precious assets, ur valuable time..for ur buddy..! Whn u dn't give a damn...whn was the last nite u'd a sound sleep, whn was the last time..u smiled coz u took all the painzz as if it was ur own..! Whn u fight with ur Mom for callng ur BUDDY selfish..Whn u can give up n no. of vacationzz to comfort ur BUDDY..Whn u sat all nite long planning the wayzz to cheer up ur BUDDY(at the end of a rshp)...

Lifezz been a mixed blessing..Juzz 1 grudge---"Y m I alwayzz convicted..for no fault of mine..? Y do ppl make their meal & walk away..takng a part of me..? Y do they pretend to b the best BUDDIES..whn their sole aim is to mk a FOOL of me..? Y do I give myself to them..?? Y can't I b like them..use wordzz wrapped with all sweetness..? Y my heart bleedzz to c BUDDIES in trouble..? Y m I a DUMBO..? Y m I such a STUPID..? Y do I xpect frm them..whn I knw...m the SOFT-TARGET..?"

None can answer these Qzz..

Hw long do I take this..? Whn wud this exile end..? Whn wud I b the 1..free to live for mY OWN-SELF..? Whn m I gonna stop cheatng myself...stop hurtng myself..??

Is thr any end of this journey..? Is thr ne ray of hope..? Is thr any LIFE on the othr side of tunnel..?

I need no1 by my side..Can comfort self on gloomy dayzz, can adjust my SAIL..can xplore these mountainzz..can turn waves in my favour..can make ALMIGHTY GOD SMILE...! Can do ne damn thng..!

These rshpzz r meant to mk u fragile..weak..They take away ur INDIVIDUALITY, leave u with an unendng SEARCH...a journey tht has no destination..!!

Still..a wish frm the core of my heart..MAY GOD BLESS every1..Bestow them with all happinezz, success, fortune, health, peace & power..!!

2007-11-25T06:40:00.000-08:00

Xhausted..of these relationzz..Thy has squeezed my energy, my fuel..my precious time..my career..my life..

A BIG NO..! No more indulgence..! Enuf..

2007-11-22T02:10:00.000-08:00

Thnx ALMIGHTY GOD..! Thnxx so much for being thr..!

At timez, whn m at my lowest point..a ray of hope cmzz in w'out knockng..unannounced..Washezz away my fear & despair..Leavng behind a STRONGER ME..!

An unknwn DIVINE POWER givezz me the strength to persist..pervades into arteries & veinzz...

Y..?? Y it hppz...???

MAY B...GOD wantzz ME to remain THE BEST..!

Thnxx PRABHU JI...Thnx SHRI DADA GURUDEV SAHEB..!

2007-11-16T05:24:00.000-08:00

My DARLING..! U stood by me in all the upzz & downzz, thickzz & thinzz..!

U gave a new life..a new goal..a sense of belongingness.. ur luv made me strong enuf to undrgo ne strife of life..

Thnxx so much..! Thnxx for being thr..for being a crucial part of my life..for being my Lifeline..for being my sole reasn of survival..!

2007-11-15T08:01:00.000-08:00

Life wud chg, sm1 said.. Only time can tell..

Still on the same crossroad, xhausted of standng ..gng thru same melo-drama..rotatng on old wheel..

Same old story...Pristine ME..!

Anthr yr of despair..!

2007-11-13T07:17:00.000-08:00

"Every1 is gng to hurt u once...better fold ur sleeves & tighten ur shoe-lace...may b u r the nxt victim on the aisle.."

Strange, but tru...!

Reality..Fact of life..none can chg or evn dare..!

Y it hppzz..? Y..? No ans..Countless Qzz unanswrd..!

2007-11-06T22:52:00.000-08:00

Wud nvr 4get Nov 6, 2007 in ma life..the day I incurred the biggest loss & rectified ma biggest mistake..! Lifezz full of mystery & surprise.. Whn least waz xpected, max came in ma life..and vice-versa..!

Craved 4 sm1 who cud stand by my side..but GOD wanted me to b on my own(as usual)..Ma destiny haz immense faith in ME..can't betray.. So, gng on..

The mention of a prsn who helped me adjust my SAILZZ in this tornado..Bindesh Sir..turned the wavezz & yes, he succeeded..! Thnxx a ton..!

Hw can I 4get my sweet frnd--Rajitha..who hazz alwayzz being thr..! Thnxx for ur kind & motivatng wordzz..!

"Jab-Jab E-Duniyaa tu sitam karegi..
Tab-Tab yeh lehar uthegi..

Hum apni manzil bakhoobhi jaante hain..!"

By GOD'zz GRACE, m fine & better nw..!

At last, m out of the trap...tht took away 10 long yrzz..

"Hum dariyaa hain..hume apnaa hunar maaloom hai..Jis taraf bhi chal padenge..raastaa ho jaayegaa..!"

Wudn't give up at ne cost..! Thtzz a promise..!

"Zindagi ki raahoin mein patthar milenge..
Kuch farishte kuch begaane saath chalenge..
Manzil par hi dum bharnaa aadat hai humaari..
Tab hi jashn ke jaam mehakenge..!"

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2007-11-03T02:50:00.000-07:00

At timez..v stand at crossroadzz..no1, literally no1 by our side..During those crisis, certain ppl walk in invisibly swappng the stride..rewrite the bad phase into a cherished memory..

Is this wht I call MIRACLE..? May b..ask my sweet frnd who I've nvr met..but have shared those long sessionzz online..xchangng each possible feelng..hv frowned at anothrzz sorrow & danced at joyzz..! Cool isn't..?

Thtzz my buddy--Rajitha..sharng those confining secretzz..evnthough milezz apart , v can gauge the pain easily..At timez, wish v're in the same city..to njoy & relax on those gloomy dayzz...

Really..I wish it turnzz out to a reality.. smday..!!

MAY GOD BLESS u with all tht u've ever desired..frm the core of my heart..!

Thnx to ALMIGHTY GOD for all the happinezz showered in our lifezz...

2007-10-30T07:35:00.000-07:00

For the LOVELY LADY..!

Hv been tryng tough to write..but nthng seems to b on my side, the way u r not..

U invaded my life..hw..? No idea..but u did..

The only morale booster..these dayzz.. Hv lotzz to say..& write..(As usual, NONE BY MY SIDE---neither wordzz nor U..)

Smthng--juzz for u..

"Bahut udhaas hoon..tum jo nahi ho mere paas..
Jab tak the tum..naa thi koi aas..

Aaa jaao..baarish mein bhi sookhe hain mere armaan..!"

Although this is against my principle to xpress feelngzz, bt m takng the undue advantage.. Wud mention 1 of my favy linezz here---"Kitne chehre the humaare aas-pass...tum hi tum dil mein magar baste rahe..!"

This rshp haz grown manifolds..bt dn't wanna meet evr.. Nvr felt like meetng u in person..Actually..nvr missed ur physical presence.. Seemzz whnever I need u..u r here..!

V became frndz wen we reached the maturity to understand the essence of frnshp.. Well, it takes loadz of both similarities n dissimilarities for frnz to click...and we had both..! But I guess the similarities actually helped us sustain this bond till date.. WHT SAY..?

A persn full of---tremendous energy, indomitable spirit, high on intellect with a sense of pride for her being and a bit of arrogance---thatz the outer shell of the LOVELY LADY..! As far as the inner part is concerned shezz shy, introvert ,values friendship, at times puzzling..(rest need to ask her..) and this list actually goes on..!

In a nutshell---thtzz my CP..!

Kindly rectify, if therezz sm genuine mistake..

2007-10-30T07:11:00.000-07:00

The veri 1st posting ought to b for the persn..who meanzz the world to me---none other than my DARLING..! V have shared major part of ourselves..touched each otherzz lifez'..

Shezz my comfort zone..my lifeline..my nervous sys.. lotzzz unfolded in a persn--full of charm, elegance, poise, serenity, reposeful,beautiful, impeccable, affectionate, lovely-----M I availing the dictionary..?? Ok...so m biased..

Can do nethng for her..go to ne xtent..!!

Whn sm1 bcmzz so veri part of our life..a new meaning, a new lease flowzz in..! M bound to fall for all the love & affection she showerzz upn her Kiddo..!

Wordzz r too less 2 justify her presence & importance..!

MAY ALMIGHTY GOD shower NAME, FAME, HAPPINESS, POWER, FORTUNE, SUCCESS & PEACE upon her..!

MAY GOD BLESS..!