Thnxx PRABHUJI..!!

Thnxx SHRI DADA SAHEB..!!

Thnxx MAA SARASWATI..!!

Thnxx so much for everythng..!!

At last, hv submitted my Thesis..Got the Submission Certificate..Waitng for Viva & Final Degree..!!! 283...

Waqt kitnaa badal gaya hai..Naa jaane yeh zindagi kahan le jaa rahi hai..Aisaa lag raha hai..I hv no ctrl over thngzz..!! Thngz r nt wht I'd xpected...My dreamzz...No dreamzz actually..!!!

I badly need a brain wash..As I watched TZP, loadzz of fear settled inside..

Thnxx PRABHU JI..
Thnxx SHRI DADA SAHEB..
Thnxx MAA SARASWATI..

Thnxx so much for gvng me so much..for bestowng ur blessingzz upon me..

Supposedly this is mine last b'day being single..(ppl say so)..

M happy abt many-a-thngzz..Talkng to DARLING after agez..Vis

The storm has started throwng itzz volleys over me..!!

Dunno wht will happn..? SHRI DADA SAHEB..help me..!!

M gng thru sm worse stnz..sm unknwn pathzz..which mite nt lead newhr..Dunno whtzz this..? Wht to name this..?? Whn r these Qzz gonna end..?

The storm has started throwng itzz volleys over me..!!

Dunno wht will happn..? SHRI DADA SAHEB..help me..!!

Life---every nw and thn..I talk abt LIFE...!!

Whtzz LIFE, btw..? No idea..& dn't wanna put my brainzz..as the end result is evident..No result..!!

Vil nvr 4give certain ppl..who wore the mask of being the BEST..and turned out to b the WORST..!! Took undue adv..and cooked their motives..!!

Each persn is born with a selfish-trait..the moment tht target is fulfilled...they reveal their tru colorzz..!! Cheaterzz..!! Crookzz..!!

Itzz tru..the ppl u trust the most..retort worse..as they r aware of ur weakness and subtle notezz..!!!

Being hurt for ur genuine effortzz mkzz no-sense..!! Y to sulk urself..suffer frm those sleepless nitezz..?

Accept the fact..Ppl hv selfish genes..! Hw long can they wear tht veil..? Smday or the day..it has to flow away..they r nt worth relyng..

Thtzz it..!!

OVER & OUT..!!

World is so mean..! Ppl cheat..tk disadvantage..Mk u vulnerable..Provng themselves to b the best, in turn..!!

Wow..!! The IRONY..!!

Lifez a blend of happinez and sorrowzz..! M a ceremony of the latter..Hv lost the zest..!!

Each atom has immensely used up the paint..Soaked into difft traitz..!! No use further exaggerating these worthless threadzz..!! Hv seen scattered bullletzz and after-mathzz evrwhr..cannot prolong it..cannot inhale SO2..!! Wud rather luv to pass on..like tht..peacefully..!!

Glass has hit badly & deeply..Scarz wil nvr fade..Let this b the embarkation of a voyage..!!

No more the pristine wall..Autumn took away the harvest..!!

A new track to b traced to reach a new desti..!!


Help me.. O LORD..!!

Thnxx PRABHU JI..!
Thnxx SHRI DADA SAHEB..!
Thnxx MAA SARASWATI..!



Ppl r born to mk their meal..! Tru..!!

Time has chngd..Nthng seems to b in place..

Wht m I dng here..? A nomad in tru sense..!!! This track is unkwn..

Got flwrz after agezz..tht too frm an unknwn soul..Whtzz gng on..?? IRONY...

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"तेरी इक वफ़ा चाहता हूँ..हर रोज़..
तुझे फ़क़त भूलना चाहता हूँ..हर रोज़..

तेरी साँसे महकाना चाहता हूँ..हर रोज़..
तुझे अपना बनाना चाहता हूँ..हर रोज़..

तेरी महफिल सजाना चाहता हूँ..हर रोज़..
तुझे ख़त पढाना चाहता हूँ..हर रोज़..

मुद्दत से..
तेरी रूह में बस जाना चाहता हूँ..हर रोज़॥!"


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Thnxx PRABHU JI...

Thnxx SHRI DADA SAHEB..!!

Thnxx MAA SARASWATI..!!


Thnxx for bestowng me with all the happinezz..!!


Plotting 1'zz own story w'out ne manipulation..Nt possible..V wanna present ourselves to b the best persn available..! Absolute truth..! No 2nd thot abt it..


Met an AstroMan 2day..Made sm predictionzz abt me..! This is so strange..V wanna knw whtzz in store..least bothered abt PRESENT..!

An irony..Yez, indeed..it izz..! Askd certain Qzz settled deep within mine heart..Outcm--least xpctd..! Y did I do all this..the aftermath of which is unbearable..?? Still M prolongng mine Odyssey..Clueless...dirctnless..!!

"गुजरा वक़्त..!"

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"कुछ सिमटी यादें..
कुछ बेनाम ख़त..

कुछ अनकहीं बातें..
कुछ बेनकाब ग़म..

गुलमोहर की छाँव..
उजाले की दाँव..

वो वक़्त को..
मुट्ठी में थामना..

घंटों तक ताकना..
पलकें ना झपकाना..

बस यूँ ही..
फूलों के तोहफे..

नजरों में तलाशना..
मासूमियत का खजाना..

शाम-ओ-सेहर तस्वीर..
बस उनकी निहारना..


सिरहाने बैठ समझना..
तूफ़ान का मंज़र..

इक खामोश इशारा..
आंसुओं का नज़ारा..


कैसे समेटूँ मेरा..
दस साल का वजूद..!"

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बहुत अरसे बाद..इक दोस्त के आग्राह पर पुनः लिखने का प्रयास॥








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"रंग मिला..
दम मिला..
तेरी बज्म से..

रूह सुलगती थी..
साँसें मचलती थी..
तेरी नज़्म से..

इनायत कूचे की..
याद रहेगी उम्र-भर..!"

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शुक्रिया..उत्साहित करने के लिए रजिथा..

Pourng heart out after agez..

Herezz smthng written recently...

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"सुकूँ..तेरे बज्म में काश मिल जाता..
फ़क़त..मैं भी यूँ ही मशहूर हो जाता..१

रंजिश ना रहती खुद से फिर कोई..
तेरे दामन में..जब मसरूफ हो जाता..२

फिजायें दुआ देतीं..साहिल समा बांधता..
गुल खिलने को..सेहरा में मजबूर हो जाता..३

दरखत सुनते थे सलीका शोरिदगी का..
मिजाज़ जवानी का..मगरूर हो जाता..४..!"

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*शोरिदगी = दीवानगी..





Time running out..!

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"To ENCOURAGE is nt the job of an ordinary persn..
It takezz COURAGE to stand up & guide..
Keeping ur painzz aside 4 the betterment of otherzz..!"


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This is LIFE..! Keep encouraging ppl..!

Hv been a stupid thruout my life..realised certain thngzz lately..!

Cm wht may, m nt gonna change..Same ACT is applicable on my feelngzz..!

Smhw, hv started owng more..rspctng more..(Courtesy--The LOVELY LADY..)

Bindesh Sir proved me wrng yet again..U WON Sir..!

Dunno wht..But 1 fact remainzz the hard-core reality---M a DUMBO..ADAMANT & STUPID..!