Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Rshpzz...The most integral & basic necessity of human..


For me...Life haz alwayzz been a game..a challenge...if nt alwayzz, I have WON measurably fair..Coz..."Hum dariyaa hain..hume apnaa hunar maaloom hai...Jis taraf bhi chal padenge..Raastaa ho jaayegaa..!"

U have to pay handsmly for being---loyal, committed, dedicated, honest, genuine, helpful, passionate..U ought to hurt urself...Thtzz the rule of the game...

Dyng unknwingly a 1k deathzz, u r the 1 most looked out..!


Wht to xpect...whn none can undrstnd ur wordzz, SILENCE is reasnably far.. Comfortng own self aftr a war with unreasnable world..It feelzz like giving up URSELF..

But, smthng has alwayzz stopped me..May b..THTZZ MY LORD..Sm POWER..so STRONG..Alwayzz been by my side--no matter wht I m..no matter wht I DID..! Nt juzz consolng, playng a better role of takng full charge of my mind..

Thnxx...Thnxx ALMIGHTY GOD..! Thnxx PRABHU JI.. THNXX SHRI DADA SAHEB..!


Eventually..I m fully-equipped with strength to stand for OWN-SELF..& my so-called close buddies.. They took away my heart, moulded, played with it..Thy alwayzz cherish my BEING..So, alwayzz 4given for their deedzz..."ANYTHING FOR THEM..!"...Evn if, I have to lay dwn myself..for their happinezz..I wud b the happiest & luckiest persn..!


Who gives a damn...?? None..Thtzz my DESTINY & can't change it..Ironically, I have changed my DESTINY..frm being the most unaccessible to the most accessible---for my frnzz...

Frnzz---who dared to INVENT this..? Wudn't have thot of the aftermathzz...Hw it feelz whn the persn u love the most..doesn't care..? Whn ur eyes r lashed with tearzz...thy conceive it as a dust particle..FANTASTIC..!

Thtzz the BEAUTY OF A RSHP...! Whn u r willing to stake ur most precious assets, ur valuable time..for ur buddy..! Whn u dn't give a damn...whn was the last nite u'd a sound sleep, whn was the last time..u smiled coz u took all the painzz as if it was ur own..! Whn u fight with ur Mom for callng ur BUDDY selfish..Whn u can give up n no. of vacationzz to comfort ur BUDDY..Whn u sat all nite long planning the wayzz to cheer up ur BUDDY(at the end of a rshp)...


Lifezz been a mixed blessing..Juzz 1 grudge---"Y m I alwayzz convicted..for no fault of mine..? Y do ppl make their meal & walk away..takng a part of me..? Y do they pretend to b the best BUDDIES..whn their sole aim is to mk a FOOL of me..? Y do I give myself to them..?? Y can't I b like them..use wordzz wrapped with all sweetness..? Y my heart bleedzz to c BUDDIES in trouble..? Y m I a DUMBO..? Y m I such a STUPID..? Y do I xpect frm them..whn I knw...m the SOFT-TARGET..?"


None can answer these Qzz..


Hw long do I take this..? Whn wud this exile end..? Whn wud I b the 1..free to live for mY OWN-SELF..? Whn m I gonna stop cheatng myself...stop hurtng myself..??

Is thr any end of this journey..? Is thr ne ray of hope..? Is thr any LIFE on the othr side of tunnel..?


I need no1 by my side..Can comfort self on gloomy dayzz, can adjust my SAIL..can xplore these mountainzz..can turn waves in my favour..can make ALMIGHTY GOD SMILE...! Can do ne damn thng..!


These rshpzz r meant to mk u fragile..weak..They take away ur INDIVIDUALITY, leave u with an unendng SEARCH...a journey tht has no destination..!!


Still..a wish frm the core of my heart..MAY GOD BLESS every1..Bestow them with all happinezz, success, fortune, health, peace & power..!!

1 comment:

Rajitha Shiva Kumar said...

Our frndship started on dat fateful day, with a very simple HI we carried on talking tats wen I learnt tat she is the swtest thing a human can be, d miracle I hoped to c. She is creative spirit who dusts her imagination and feelings through her poems. 4m tearful shoulders to stomatch-aching laughs she is sum one I need n sum1 everyone should have. She is sum1 who always show me d brighter side n tell how I really feel. Im thankful for n wil never forget coz she is sum body very spl n a best soul whom I have ever met……………..